After i did wrong thing.
I always blame myself.
It was a sad time when it all done.
I feel like I destroyed everything , a good thing that I never have it again.
friends , relationship , my beloved ..
whose I get them away …but the truthly they always are the best for me. They are the person whose I always want to be with all my life. I want them to share a problem to each other and fix it togerther. But… time is passed and it just the past.
I know I should forget it and start a new life. But now I don’t have any encourage to do anything. It fade out a little bit ..every minute i breath.